Hello & Goodbye

My name is Malèkett .

It means goddess of the moon . 

I'm 16 . 

I'm turning 17 next month on the 17th . 

I just got my first boyfriend  .

He loves me .

I'm cheating on him with the guy of my dreams .

I love him . 

And they say the world is ending tomorrow at 6pm . 

     Well , a few more hours to live so why not blog ? Heres my chance to spill out all those dirty little secrets I've kept bottled inside for 16 chaotic years . I honestly don't know what to put here , so bare with me . My life hasn't even started to become such a big thrill until four weeks ago . Wow , I can't even believe that all this has happened in four weeks time . A day has been feeling like a thousand years lately . Anyway , four weeks ago I got lucky . My friend Michael [ who drives me mental ] set me up with his friend Brandon . It was a blind date kinda thing . But maybe I'm going to fast so let's take some steps back .

        Hi , I'm Malèkett . I'm a 16 year old virgin who's never had a boyfriend . Sounds so teenage drama movie , I know . But that's my life . Being a boyfriendless 16 year old virgin is a one in a million thing in these days and times though . I'm the only virgin I know . Well , except my childhood best friend Tori ; <3 Were probably the only two left . So no wonder the world is ending tomorrow . 

                                                           

It's all been fucked , literally . 

     

But you know , I don't take it as a big deal . I examine my friends lives and let me tell you , sex brings drama . . . And chlamydia . Like Alana for example [ she's kinda like my only friend here in wacky ass tacky ass georgia ] has slept with our whole college , her entire high school , is currently starting on her Martial Arts class ,  and all that girl has is problems . People stick their noses up at her all day and say horrible things . Even the guys she sleeps with down her after they take her for a ride . People say bad things about me too because I hang out with her . But slut or not , she's all I got here . We're all each other have . 

         

               But God , sometimes I wish my virginity wasn't so damn obvious . I can't name how many times a random guy has walked up to me and asked if I were a virgin . It's like I have MARY written all over me in red blood [ virgin blood of course ] And to be a virgin is one thing , but to never have a boyfriend is a whole other situation . But at least I've taken care of that one because I'm not single anymore . Four weeks ago I got lucky . I got Brandon . We were set up by my annoying ass friend Michael . But then something even greater happened . Three weeks ago I got blessed . I got Justin . And we were set up by God himself .